womb and me

trials and tribulations of my attempts at motherhood

April 24, 2005

day 34: observations

overall sense of shittiness and irritability: slowly dissipating, but still there.

sore/tingling boobs: none.

AF-like crampings: neither here nor there (maybe verrrryyy mild).

constipation: still lingering, though not as bad as the last few days (*new symptom*).

nausea: first mild wave hit me yesterday while teaching tuition (maybe it was the bratty kids. urgh).

migraine: blasted by one yesterday night. it hurt so much it stopped me in my tracks, literally (*might be due to lack of sleep*).

cervical mucus/vaginal discharge : none. ever since day of brown spotting, all mucus/discharges have ceased greatly. for last couple of days, i've been as dry as the sahara desert (which i so don't mind). it's a refreshing change.

gosh, i feel like a CSI studying forensic evidence. :p

by the way, my sister i dreamt that i was pregnant.

wishful thinking on her part? *sigh*... we'll just have to wait and see, won't we?

4 Comments:

At 11:47 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

i've been lurking. how do you know you have ovulated? you seems to be "late" all the time. are you sure your ovulation day is accurate?

sorry for all the false signs u've been having. good luck every month.

 
At 11:57 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi there,
I must say dat U are very brave woman to go thru this stage of ur life. I am having problems conceiving myself.
Nevertheless, I feel dat U should take small steps at the time and let Allah run its course for you. U have, courageously carried on with the treatment but don let ur emotions take control. Relax and may Allah grant our wishes..InsyaAllah..

 
At 1:18 PM, Blogger rouge said...

anonymous 1: i'm not late ALL the time. been on time the last two cycles and a couple of cycles before that (why am i even explaining myself to you?). and all the way before i got married, my cycles were pretty regular too. just because i only post my late cycles here does not mean i'm late ALL the time. please don't exaggerate. how do i know i've ovulated? have u heard of OPKs?

anonymous 2: what treatment? did i mention any treatment? i don't think so.

Oh people, please don't tell me to relax. i AM relaxed. how many times must i say that?? i know it's all God's plan, but we are also told to usaha & ikhtiar, are we not?

if one is late, isn't it TOTALLY NATURAL to be excited?? especially if one is planning for a baby.

please don't make me out to be some crazy pregnant wannabe on the loose.

shit, i thought i'd put up my disclaimer on this EONS AGO. i'm here to rant my frustrations and document my journey, not to justify myself to people who don't even know who i am and what i'm about.

BAH. my new disclaimer will take effect from this point onwards.

 
At 10:48 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi,
you are late and having pregnant like syptoms. Always like that for me too.But everytime when I test, its negative. Not to discourage you though. Hoping yours is the opposite = POSITIVE.
And thanks for the encouraging words the other time abt my Fallopian Tube, alhamdurillah it turned out peachy jus like what u metioned. So now I am on Chlomide and see if it would help me. Else my gynae suggesting me to go for IVF. But it might be costy. I am in such a dilemma.
Anyway rouge, hoping the best for you...

 

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