day 41: the 5th month anniversary

we're nearing the half-year mark already. how quickly time flies!

today both boobs are sore (haha, bad news for dh). i don't why i'm so happy about having 2 painful boobs, but i am. :p

there is no more news of the light brown discharge (only a few drops yesterday - might be due to a too-aggressive BD... well, my bad), and neither was it followed by AF. thankfully, the cramps have not made a comeback.

i've been visiting a few online forums where women have tested negative with hpts, but nevertheless find out that they're pregnant with a blood test. there are also those who get negative hpt and blood test results, but still turn out pregnant later (meaning they've been pregnant all along). there is also one lady who got a positive result only after being 4 months pregnant. crazy!

does this spell hope for me? everything is SO IFFY, it's driving me nuts.

mom wants me to go to a polyclinic for a check up today, before making that trip to see dr aziz. dh wants to wait another week, in case AF makes an unannounced visit. i guess i'll wait. well maybe i'll go to the polyclinic mid next week. dr aziz (if there is a need to see him) can wait till next saturday.

i've given up on hpts and urine tests. my only bet now is a qualitative/quantitive blood test. except that i just found out the blood will be taken from a vein in your arm. *not* from your fingertip. yowser.